So much has happened since March of 2017, my last entry. I’ve competed in a bunch of races, including my first triathlon since September of 2014 (that 1/2 ironman must have really scarred me, lol), a duathlon (I won first place in my age group! granted it was cold, wet and the field was tiny), two ragnars (DC & Cape Cod- such fun adventures!), a half marathon (huge PR @ just under 1hr32!) and a bunch of 5k/10ks. Through it all I had some really consistent periods where I was healthy, but also several where I was dealing with one injury or another.
Most recently, a little over two months ago, during a high-volume (for me) running period, I started experiencing a lot of pain in my right big toe, not too far from where I previously had a stress fracture. For once I decided to take it easy at the earliest warning sign instead of running through it. I took off a week from running, then two. I tried to use the elliptical and the pain was exacerbated, so I took a third, and fourth week off. I decided to stretch it to 6 weeks to give myself time to recover in case it was a stress fracture, and then 8 weeks. In the middle of all of that, I started ramping up my riding to make up for the lack of running. As fate would have it, someone crashed into me in Central Park (first collision I’ve ever had with another person) and took a pretty tough rumble. The superficial scratches and some pain in my wrist were the most immediate pains, but eventually a pain in my palm set in. A few weeks after that, while weight lifting, I stressed my shoulder. This was a real frustration because it made swimming difficult, which I had picked back up for the first time in about 6 months, again the idea that I would cross train by biking and swimming while I couldn’t run. Left and right it seemed like I was getting injured and couldn’t catch a break.
Then came my most recent challenge- persistent chest pain that landed me in the ER for 9 hours. Multiple EKGs, blood work, and a chest xray later, and I was discharged with a tentative diagnosis of pericarditis, essentially inflammation of the sac around the heart (pericardium), which sounds worse than it is. Follow up testing was sort of inconclusive, but I’m being treated as if I have it. So, no strenuous activity until the swelling goes down (hopefully 1-2 weeks, aided by high does of NSAIDs). Coincidentally, at the beginning of that week I started getting evaluated for my hand pain, as well as my toe pain (and long standing arch pain and swelling). After all of the testing and evaluation, it turns out I don’t have a fracture in my hand, but probably strained/bruised some tendons. And I don’t have a (new) stress fracture in my foot, but do have some confirmed early arthritis in my ankle and arch, which combined with an arch that slightly collapses, has lead to a lot of my foot troubles. One doctor said orthotic shoes were the only solution, the other, thought getting back into sneakers with firm arch support (I had moved away from that some years ago), combined with light in-home PT would do the trick. I had actually previously been doing my own PT at home for my arch and heel, but wound up straining my Achilles…go figure.
So, in the end, I had a really good stretch for about a year, followed by a what feels like a complete breakdown the last two months. I have another week or two with no strenuous activity (I’ll probably do some yoga). I’ve ordered sneakers with arch support and will take everything easy when I come back. This last stretch has been kind of frustrating because I felt like I learned my lesson and completely stopped running at the first sign of toe pain (which itself was random), but then wound up getting crashed and with pericarditis. The shoulder strain in and of itself wasn’t a huge deal, but admittedly was my fault. Still, absent everything else, I could have happily continued running/biking for the week or so it would take that strain to get better.
All of this aside, this feels like a good time to stop writing in this blog. I haven’t written an actual entry in about a year and a half and mostly was using the training page to track my workouts. However, since I’ve been tracking my workouts in Strava for years, it has started to feel redundant, particularly since I’ve started adding manual activities in Strava (weight lifting, swimming, yoga) whereas previously I only had running and biking entries. It feels like a big deal to stop tracking my workouts here since I’ve been doing it for the past 8 years, but it will be okay– when I stopped tracking my workouts in separate excel charts it felt like I was losing something too, but now I don’t miss them at all. This blog has always just been a space for me to articulate my thoughts about my training, races, and evolution as an athlete over the years, and was never intended to be for a public audience (outside of the few times I did fundraising for events and credited people on this blog). I suspect I’ll come back from time to time and reflect on my entries over the years.
If I’ve learned anything from tracking my activities over the years, there’s two really clear lessons– 1) I have great potential and my body responds to consistent training, which has lead to some great successes over the years, and 2) I also have a proclivity for getting carried away to the point of injury. Almost all runners get injured, so perhaps its unavoidable, but I have tried to learn from lesson #2 and be more thoughtful about my workload.
Moving forward, I suspect I’ll continue to approach being active with a mix of enthusiasm and caution/moderation. I love being in motion, challenging my body and seeing what I can do and that will be a hard urge to resist. It will help knowing though that if I don’t check myself, my body will!
-kd-